Friday, February 10, 2012

Basically,

Currently// Unbelievable

I've turned very confident and decided to actually pursue looking for a job. But not just apply online, NO, more like go in and talk and call in. That's right. I have to get some guys somewhere right? Why not attempt to get a job. I hope I get one. But who knows. Recently, I've been feeling alright. No depression stage for a while which is good. However, I do get very angry at times and disappointed. I mean what has the world turn into? That's all I think about. People honestly think I'm a freak. But I'm just that kind of person that sits there and thinks... I'm finishing up my resume right now. I constantly make a new one because I'm not satisfied... I'm already scared for all this job stuff... AGH :/ Everything's a bore. I'm a bore. What's new? I got this cord to hook up my car to my iPod Shuffle so I hope it works or else I'll just like find something else or use my sister's. I really need like something to do so that I can use my car. I just REALLY want a job. I called Chili's and like totally have a small chance. I'm going to try and try :/

So for Ash Wednesday or Lent as you may know it as I am going to basically give up almost EVERYTHING and become a Vegan! I'm soooooo excited. People probably think WOAH. WEIRD. FREAK. Ahahaha I've already gotten those looks and doubts. I'm super excited and really want to try it out. I have no big reason why I wanted to do that, but like I wanted to try that really bad so why not. Plus, I haven't given up anything in a while. AND it's healthy. YUM YUM YUM. You don't know how excited I am ahahaha!
I'm getting my braces off Tuesday, too! :D SO WOOPIEEEEE! I'm super excited about that, too! My confidence will get a boost! I hated these metal things. So yay for that!

SO COLLEGE LETTERS... I haven't gotten any :[ I'm like the saddest cat out there. Boooo! People are going all over I loooooove it ;] I'm hoping like omg... I'm so scared.

All these things make me want to curl up in bed and never leave it :/

So enough about that depressing stuff... Some of these guys were talking about Prom! And I was like yeah! Ahahaha me and my friend were looking at dresses, too! I really want like all these kinds but where can I get in stores and like get it less than $500 -__ cause that's ridiculous! KAY, SO, I found my sorta-dream dress. I know it's perfect. ONLY it's $500... Yikes.

The weather has been soooo beautiful lately well in the afternoon at least. It makes me really want Summer and just like make my days go by blissful and faster.

Still anticipating on what happens! Ta-ta!

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